L.U.C.K.Y...?

Now it's 4.30 a.m in the morning and i still haven wanna get my ass to my bed yet... I really dunno why i dun like to go to bed early or i dun let myself rest more nowadays... 'Ppl keep saying, 'You're lucky...!! I want your life...!!!' , which i feel kinda offended sometimes, coz i really dun feel that i'm lucky anyway... It's just things is going easier for me then other ppl, BUT i did put in a lot effort which ppl din see it... I'm working hard to get what i have and become what i am now...

Before you envy/jealous me, ask yourself, what you've planned for yourself/ your future? Besides you just go and back from work, doing the samething everyday? Or still working the job you hate, facing the bf/gf that break your heart all the time??? Have you ever used your brain and think about it b4 ??? You dun even go figure how you gonna change your current situation, it's your life, not mine or anyone else... It's all up to you!!! You decide and choose what kind of life you want, no one can force you doing stuff you don't like, it's just you letting them to do that to you...!!!

Anyway, i'm happy for what i have now... I'm satisfy with it and planning for bigger stuff, coz i have a DREAM and i working towards it, i don't care if it's do not work out as what i expected... Bcoz at least i'd tried it and i know how it's feels like... If you don't have a DREAM or a PLAN, it's your own problem, so just keep your mouth shut and go back and be your hardworking bee/ant... No one cares...

I hate it when ppl can't see my hard work and keep saying, you're lucky, coz to me if you say i'm lucky means that you're not appreciating my 'hard work'... Well, those 'hard work' that you can't see, made me stronger and become what I am now and own what i got now, you can't take it from me... If you want my life, go work your ass towards it, I CAN'T HELP YOU IF YOU DON'T HAVE A BRAIN...

P/s : I'm not unhappy now, it's just suddenly think of many ppl telling me the same thing all this while... This is what i wanna tell all of them... Your life will be mantain pathetic, if you don't go and change what you doing now... Your decision, your choice, no blame, no tears...